Friday, February 2, 2007

Strange Bumps in the night

Do you ever have that same recurring dream...not necessary a nightmare..but it stands out. For the past 5 years I dream at least once a month that I have to get a final paper done so I can graduate. Even as the dream is happening I know it's strange because I graduated over 6 years ago but the panic is there..the scrambling feeling..the dread. When I wake up there is still the moment where I have to really think..ok..there is not paper...right?...
Well that dream is now no longer occurring...you would think that is a good think, but it's not!
Now I'm having wedding dreams. Last night I dreamt my wedding was this Sunday and everyone was bowing out to watch the supper bowl game. I had no dress, no hair...nothing. It was so bizarre, because I keep thinking why is my wedding Sunday and outside in the middle of winter. So even though I knew something was wrong the panic and scrabbling and dread were all still there. And when I woke up I had to ask Mike..it's in September right? He thought I was nuts.
Married women out there...Please tell me this is not going to happen every month..please say I can have my late paper dream back.

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